Did you ever had a day when you feel like just existing is just too much to bear? that the things done to you by the one you love makes you feel like stir-fried shit? that they make you feel like finding a bottle of pills and ending it all? well that’s how i feel right now.i really hate this feeling :(( i don’t know if i should believe the things he is saying :(( am really confused :(( he always tells me that he loves me, but there are times that he makes me feel like am worthless just like now. sometimes he is sweet as hell and can make you feel that your the only girl existing, but there are times (like now) that he makes you feel that your a nobody. am really confused and it sucks! i don’t know if i should be angry or what!, i don’t even know if i still have the right to be angry at him I’m getting tired of this :(( crying almost everyday :(( do i even deserve this?? :(( its all fucked up! :((
shoot me!!
